you make me hurt.

i feel so much.

It's not funny, it's not funny at all the way you act like nothing happened, that you think you can joke and talk about that stuff with me. I'm still hurting. I still have feelings.

STOP IT! Enough! Enough! Enough! Can you see you're killing me??? It hurts me so much. I love you, and you're just fucking done with me. You kill me, I can't take anymore.

The fact that none of this holds any affect on you kills me. I want to know that you're hurting as much as I am. I want to know I'm not alone. I feel so much. You're killing me and you don't even know it. You know you've always had me wrapped around your finger, and now after we're supposed to have closed that chapter, you just expect to shake me off and for us to continue as we were, but I refuse to let go. Why? Because I'm pathetic, that's why.



Je vous aime toujours. Je suis toujours en dessous de vous.
I know you need someone to want you. I do want you. So be brave and want me back!

Sometimes I feel like I'm ready to stop trying, to just give up and stop breathing. But I know the future holds so much more... I just wish i didn't have to hurt like this.

what i really just want is for someone, anyone to read this and save me. and tell me im going to be okay.

broken. im hurting so bad. it kills me.


sometimes i just think everything would just be so much easier if i werent around, if i didnt exist, if i were dead.